Sometimes
I find myself in a state of “utter compassion” in which I am overwhelmed with a
“beingness of complete love” of all things, and find myself moved by all of it.
But before this occurs, I became aware that it is not “knowing” but rather
“being” that matters. Being is the end-all,
not knowing. To be is reality;
“knowing” only seems to be an attempt to explain that, as if it even matters.
Of course, it’s very “interesting”—all distractions are most interesting.
Giegerich, in The Soul’s Logical Life (Lang, 1998), speaks of the “negation of
the negation” which is to say, the “living dialectical relationship” of that
which we see as opposite, but which is in a living
relationship of tension within itself, perhaps like Jung’s transcendent function, perhaps like Hegel’s opposition of thesis
and antithesis moving to synthesis, perhaps like my own metaphor of the
electric light in which the positive and negative poles interact when electricity
is introduced by producing an arc of light, of illumination, a living
dialectical relationship borne of the tension of polarity, of time and space,
of dual location. When faced with pain (often pain-of-recognition), one chooses
to accept it to the point of experiencing it and becoming it, which is not the same as even “becoming one with it.”
If one becomes pain, pain-as-an-external affect ceases. This may be similar or
even the same as “letting go of oneself” so that “I” am not at the effect of
anything. These notions can become more than just philosophical concepts; one
can experience so completely that one is identified with that which is
experienced; “it” becomes what one is and is expressed through oneself. The
wording makes it seems like ideas are being combined with experience, and
“experience” itself becomes confusing because we have different levels of
experience, including physical, emotional, mental, psychic, spiritual, and
these in themselves overlap and become vague and simply conceptual rather than
experiential; any interpretation is thus further removed from any reality of
what is really happening. The point is that there is no escaping ourselves or
what is happening. In that non-escape, we face the negation with our own negation,
our own psyche, which is our own not-self. And so the seeming opposition of our
nature and being is thus expressed as a unity even of non-united elements.
Giegerich refers to “the idea of
merely freeing the … opposites from their insulation [and isolation as ‘opposites’
in our mind] and bringing them into living
dialectical relation with each other,
into a situation where the pulsating … movement from one to the other and back
is no longer artificially prevented. … this movement does not occur as a
succession in time (now this, now the other). It occurs as the internal logic of one and the same
(truly psychological) other.” ... One “no longer divides something or someone
else into two (the person into ego vs. self, consciousness into an old vs. a
new status), and his dividing is no longer an activity that he executes upon
someone (or something) else” (34). “The soul is not ‘empirical,” it is not a ‘transcendent
mystery,’ it is the dialectical logical life
playing between the soul’s opposites” (38).
Soul
as used here is psyche. Paradoxically
(I suppose), as it reveals itself, it further hides itself in such revelation,
for its nature is a negation; it is definitely not what it appears to be, not
as one thinks it to be, or as it seems to be: it continually and perpetually
opens upon itself. The soul is not conceptual but experiential, but not
sensorially experiential. It is the process of self-becoming; the process of
being. Consider, for example, Jung’s process [as described by Kerenyi] of being
“reached and touched, indeed ‘gripped’ by the Notion of the soul. And because
he had been touched and gripped by it, he had a grasp, … a Notion, of it and he
could grasp it. Both oppositional aspects … belong together. (41)” A specific
example of this is Jung’s words regarding Freud as “ ‘… a man in the grip of
his daimon’ … because the idea of sexuality ‘had taken possession of him’; for
Freud, sexuality was undoubtedly a numinosum.’
The ‘emotionality with which he spoke about it revealed the deeper elements
reverberating within him’” (35). Thus, Freud’s seeming “psychological discourse”
is not that, but rather a revelation of psyche, soul, or daimon, however, as it
is reflected upon and interpreted, such “psychological reality” fades into
psychological presentation and case study. But even so, Freud’s “work as a
whole with its fixation on sexuality allows one to sose that there must have
been a mystery, one that has been systematically excluded and obliterated”
(35).
Having personally experienced the state of
negation, the apophatic, the via negativa, the dark night of the
soul, studied and researched the topic, and written a thesis, The Rebirth of the Christian Apophatic
Spirit; Embracing the Dark Night of the Soul (The Institute of
Transpersonal Psychology, March 1996) on it, I feel that I do possess a vital
sense of the “Notion of the soul,” though it is best expressed not in words but
in no words, which is challenging when presented in the medium of the written
word.
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