From "fragments" to "pieces of the mosaic eternal"

I have changed the blog title. Life is no longer “fragmentary” to me; it comes in pieces, in colors—all integral pieces of what I call the “whole,” the “mosaic eternal,” for, in time and space, it will come to be evident, though it is evident now only to those who are able to see it in non-time and non-space, which I am calling “eternal.” I suppose I have my own version of my own vision, which I do not relate to any particular belief system, though I suppose I must credit many of them for perhaps providing passing experiences of such “vision,” which I have consequently used in the creation of my own.

          I believe that one must be able to “find peace” in one’s life, not by self-deception but by self-revelation, self-discovery. If you will read my previous blog, you will see that I made the following choice: “I would much rather have gods who are “task masters” (on my own spiritually developmental behalf) and who care (in my own mind, if such must be the case), rather than no gods at all, because I know I so often do not know, am so distracted (by the drama of my own mind and emotions) and may be too hurt or too angry to care (about myself) at all.”

          As a result, I am finding that I am in fact very much in a state of peace of mind, emotion, and body—which is rather amazing to me, for I never expected it whatsoever.